After P and Heidi passed away, we’ve been much more aware of looking for signs that may let us know that they are in a safe and happy place now.

Today, as I was walking Ickey and Michelle, a small golden butterfly landed very briefly on the back of Ickey’s neck, then softly fluttered away. I imagined that that was a sign from our sweet Heidi girl, giving her much loved little brother a soft kiss before having to go.

Since Heidi’s passing, Ickey has been acting more tired and sad. I felt the butterfly kiss was Heidi’s way of letting him know that he is still loved and she is thinking of him.

Below is one of my favorite photos of Heidi and Ickey, taken on one of the best days of my life during a family road trip to Duck Creek, Utah. We found a beautiful clearing with a babbling brook running through a wide open field, and the dogs were so happy having new adventures. I remember telling myself at that time to savor this moment- to take in the peace, beauty, and wonder of this very special day. And I remember feeling incredibly blessed to be able to share that moment with my husband and our three musketeers. Thank you Heidi for being such a gift. You are much loved and much missed.

Ickey and Heidi at Duck Creek, Utah in 2012